Nothing Really

Today is an eventful day. Well, not really. I got up, nursed the baby. Slept. Got up and nursed the baby again. I have been nursing almost the entire day. Now that my teen is finally awake at 1:30pm. I am having her babysit the children for a short while, so I can do some things.

To yesterdays Blog... I am willing to accept whatever God has in store for me. Even when I do not understand the full circle of things. I can be quite boastful at times. I ask God last night to reveal to me what He wants me to see, and to put happiness in my heart even in my achy hands. That hasn't happen yet, But I am at peace with the matter.

My sister and I spoke today. I have been avoiding her, because she did not come see me in the hospital when I had the baby. I suppose that was wrong. No one came and saw us except people from church. Well sort of, My husbands sister came, she was the only one that show interest in the baby. She brought flowers and fruit. My husbands parents came once but they never met the baby, just saw her through a window. We were was there for 4days, this really upset me. I wanted the baby and I to be important, even if it was for a moment.

Got to go, Babysitting did not work very well. They all started arguing. I got nothing done. I've had no time, no shower, and I am mentally exhausted. It is now time for bed... GOODNIGHT.

Dear Father, please give me patience for tomorrow. In Jesus name Amen.