Tuesday, August 21, 2007

My Husbands Job

today I have 2 blogs today, but I have a worry I want to express. I believe that someone is attempting to have my husband fired. For several months now I have had a suspicion that someone was trying to fire him. My husband works very hard, I am not sure why they give him grief. I truly believe that it is because he is a white male. There is a lot of discrimination in the south of black and females against white males, especially in the business world. I have heard this from other white people that have been held back because of their color. I am not prejudice at all not in the least bit. Most of my husbands company is black and there is a lot of hostility there. This is a respectable company. I think someone is trying to have him fired. He was promoted Last January to a different position in a different department. Before he was promoted he was the best in his department. SO well that he had gotten large raises and set up several data bases that helped the entire company. He had done so well that both departments had a bidding war attempting to keep him in their department. Now that he is in this new position, no one speaks to him, he has been given little work and when he request more they become snide. He noticed some inefficiencies in the department so he requested to his manager if he could make a spread sheet to help other in the department. Everyone rebutted him when he did this, then his manager didn't have his back so to speak. Furthermore when he began no one trained him he had never done this before. He tells me he is not even sure what his position entails. Now he is in this department bored out of his mind pulling work from the system. Most of the day he is searching for work to do to stay busy. Now one of his co-workers has told his manager that he does nothing all day. Perhaps this is why he did not get the Dallas promotion. Sometimes I think it is because he is a white male living in America, others I think it is because he is such a strong Christian. He really is. I don't think anyone should be held back because of color or religion. I believe he is purposefully being held back. Why should I be punished for things that the fore fathers of this country did? We have a lot of this ... so do you have a religion some one will ask and I'll say I believe in Jesus, and their eyes will widened...oh your one of those. In the beginning when he began with this company he had this problem. God overcame He turned a bad problem into a good problem. And everyone that would do something against my husband, Jesus would show his glory... every single time. The difference between that and now is my husband doesn't believe that Christ will do it again. Mainly because of me, my depression, my pain, my hurt. My husband sees me ask God to heal me and He doesn't for whatever reason. I am always asking God to make my heart joyful. It was not my intention to harden my husband's heart, he is my best friend, should I not confide in my friend. Enough about me, my husband needs guidance.

Dear Father,
Please give my husband strength and wisdom in his current position with his company. Please keep his job safe, and where someone gives him grief you give him faith, and give them a heart that loves my husband. Have everyone in his department find my husband likable. Give him leadership and work that is not boring. Help him to find goodness of you in everything that he does. And lord forgive me for hardening my husbands heart. Where I have hurt and cause deafness, fix it a hundred fold. In Jesus Name Amen

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