Dreams

How did my dreams of life turn into wanting a clean house? Silly Huh... There was a time I loved to Dream. I was, how do you say...a dreamer. I would dream of my future life, my future home. I would dream of the car I would drive. One thing I wanted most was a Farm a working farm, with a pond. I wanted my children to be raised in the country and to learn how to take care of animals. This is really funny because I have only touched a horse once, a cow once, and never have touched a pig or chicken. To add to the embarrassment everything I attempt to grow dies, my green thumb is rather brown, ha,ha,ha. And to be honest I am rather frightened of those big ol animals. But this was my dream. Another dream I often had was to be one of the first people to live in outer space when they made the first space habitat. I would not want to do that now. I would like to have dreams now, instead I have nothing. All I can think about is what needs to be done in the house or how clean I can make it or how more efficient it can be. rather silly I think. But I can 't stop it's like an obsession. It is never like I want it... Never. But I want to dream, dreams. Dreams of my children, Dreams of our future, Dreams of meeting Jesus. You know I did have this vision once. I was driving in my car and the song "I can only Imagine" came on the radio. It was like I could see to drive but I had this transparent dream. This wasn't the first time. This is what I saw. I was in Heaven standing in line waiting for my judgment. All I could think about was seeing God. Meeting Jesus. And Jesus Spoke to me and said you have been true and faithful. With tearful eyes I started dancing for Him it was beautiful and angelic. After that vision, may be 2weeks later. I could not get it out of my mind. I kept hearing that song everywhere, and seeing this dance, and everytime my emotions were overwhelming. So I decided to attempt to dance this dance I saw. This is the closest I have gotten to heaven. God's presence was so strong, and sweet. Jesus loves me. I am part of his plan. Let me put it this way. Do you know that feeling you get when your in love, or you have your first baby, or your living high on life... Well being in God's presence is 100 times better than any of those things. His love falls upon you and you just can't help falling to your knees and worshiping Him. Dreams.......................................

Dear father
I haven't had dreams in a long while. Dreams of the heart, dream that you put in my heart. Lord give me dreams, in Jesus name amen